got public speaking in a few hours n im freaking out!i know ppl say that i don't have to worry abt it cuz im a debater n all, but somehow, i always feel like i'm not good enough. why i wonder? hmmm..
i'll be talking about the power of smiling.inspiration came while me n a few frens were at bilik diskusi imitating people's smiles sambil amik gmbar.jahat gak ek kitorang..huhu..im contemplating whether nk balik awal ke x in order sempat to say goodbye to our van.i think i need closure before i can let it go..
tadi bukak puase ramai2 kt depan masjid negeri with half of our class. the other half pegi menyundal kt mane plak ntah;-) it was very sweet and fun. i really luv my classmates!saying goodbye to some of them after we're done here in 3 weeks isn't something i look forward too:-( we've become a family that's been together for months and we know each other inside out. we laugh, we cry, we get scolded by our lecturers together. they're my world and i don't wanna lose em.i pray that most of u will go to shah alam guys!
in my room, with my freaky roomates rolling around laughing on the bed, i can't help but wonder if it is possible to feel this happy without any consequences? (rite now, the consequences are the freakin' nyamuks that are biting my leg!) will i ever be this happy when im gone from here?
i doubt it.
but, rite now, im as happy as i can be..with new frens and old frens all around me, i believe i can go through anything. even if its a 10 min public speaking speech;-)
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