1 month gone..

It's been more than a month since my last post..i guess i kinda lost my interest in blogging abit since then.it just doesn't feel the same as writing in a diary i guess.abit impersonal perhaps? but then there's always the argument that u can always privatize it n all that shit..i guess i could but then,sharing what u think and feel to others around u even if ppl dont read ur blog does have a certain charm to it as well;-)

i can't open up much tho.i don't think i can share certain feelings that are private.i don't like the feeling of being so transparent in front of others. Being read like an open book, where people know who u are just by looking at you or reading ur blog. I still prefer the act of meeting up with ppl and having a long conversation with full eye contact. Im kinda weird i guess, i can't talk to sum1 who doesn't look u in the eye when their talking. Eye contact is so underrrated!

It's not very often that u get this warm feeling and u feel a kinda happy glow when u talk to sum1.if that happens to me with a guy,yep, he's a keeper!hehehe..i really appreciate sum1 who can look into ur eyes and see u, instead of just hearing u or knowing that ur there..

God did make eyes for human for a reason, didnt he? (xcept that of course we'd look weird without them n we'd be bumping into alot if we couldn't see)

so why not use them to the fullest and see things deep to the core?